BELOVED DISCIPLES
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For Simón, the line between devotion and obsession blurs when grieving becomes its own form of worship.
Simón fell in love his first night out at the only gay club in the unnamed coastal town where he grew up. Albi falls too, in spite of Simón’s quirks: the way he blinks rapidly to capture a memory, how his hands fly through the air when he talks, his toomuchness. They share a first kiss beneath the mango trees. Blink. They pass a season lounging on their secret beach. Blink. Visiting the garden behind the rectory that Albi, an altar boy, tends with love. Blink. Blowing out the candles on the coconut cake Albi baked him for his 26th birthday. Blink. Blink blink blink.
When Albi dies unexpectedly, Simón is left haunted by the ghosts of their past selves. Trapped in a sleepless dream, he wanders through memories that feel more alive than his current reality. One by one, his friends and family show up to try to pull him back into the present, but Simón must choose for himself whether to remain faithful to the love that threatens to destroy him, or rebuild a world and a family without Albi by his side.
“A full circle tale of queer discovery, self-acceptance, love and loss, Beloved Disciples takes you through the deep trenches of grief. Mario’s debut novel is a powerful, painful delight.” - Queer Eye's Jonathan Van Ness, NYT Best Selling Author of 'Over The Top' and 'Let Them Stare'
“Queer, sensual, and surreal, Beloved Disciples pulses with intimacy and strangeness. Mario Elías writes with heartfelt intensity, blurring the line between the erotic and the tender, the dreamlike and the real. A daring debut that carves out a voice of its own.” - Saleem Haddad, Author of 'Floodlines' & 'Guapa'
“Beloved Disciples is an exceptional, unflinching debut by Mario Elias. An achingly beautiful story that explores grief and love with nuance and tenderness, Mario Elías is a bold new voice who demands to be read and deserves a place on your bookshelves.” - Elias Jahshan, Author and Editor of 'This Queer Arab Family' and 'This Arab Is Queer'
“The language of grief—and of the grammar of love it so necessarily calls up, in turn—is central to Mario Elías's swoon-worthy and wonderfully evocative debut novel, Beloved Disciples. Drawing on the drunken bliss of a first blush of romance and the ensuing crippling stasis of loss, the story of Albi and Simón feels, much like the etched sketches that dot its pages, like a lovingly painted portrait of contemporary queer desire captured in fleeting yet instantly unforgettable moments that exist somewhere between what's real and what's imagined, what's grounded and what's ethereal, what's here and what's been long gone.” - Manuel Betancourt, Author of Hello Stranger: Musings on Modern Intimacies
“I read Mario Elías’s stunning debut with my heart in my throat. A lush and lyrical story of love, loss, and family, Beloved Disciples is like watching a honey-hued film that flows back and forth in time. Here, desire is fierce and bright, pain is smoothed over with poetry, and first love is built of moments that are sacred like a secret church garden. The struggles of faith, family, and self-acceptance will resonate with so many queer readers. I was completely transported to the world and its characters, but it’s the voice of Simón as he speaks of his love for Albi that will stay with me. You can feel their love ache and grow across the pages like an Impressionistic painting—told through bold strokes of color that seem to change in the shifting light.” - Nathan Tavares, Author of A Fractured Infinity and Welcome to Forever
FOREWORD INDIES - STARRED REVIEW
“In Mario Elías’s surreal, unflinching novel Beloved Disciples, a man grieves the death of his first love.” Natalie Wollenzien
The Queer love Project - Questionnaire
Check out the full interview discussing Beloved Disciples, my love life, and all of the other musings related to both!
QUEERTY - EXCERPT
Exclusive excerpt from Beloved Disciples ahead of publication - May 4th, 2026.
BOOK TOUR ANNOUNCEMENT
CHI - MAY 12TH @ WOMEN & CHILDREN FIRST W/ JAN RATTIA
NYC - MAY 21ST @ P&T KNITWEAR W/ ZACH GREAR
SF - MAY 26TH @ FABULOSA BOOKS W/ KM SOEHNLEIN
LA - MAY 28TH @ SKYLIGHT BOOKS W/ MANUEL BETANCOURT
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Beloved Disciples is now available on all major book outlets. Please ask your local indie shops to carry it if they don’t already!